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Kate D.'s avatar

Not medical, but as a (white) woman in engineering, I remember walking into the Minority Engineering Program "Finals study room", which had advertised free snacks each day of finals, with another female engineering student (who was Asian). The Minority Engineering Program at my college was, I believe, intended for (or at least in practice mainly used by) African American engineering students (who were mostly male, just because this is engineering). Everyone looked up when the two of us walked in, paused as they thought, "They're minorities in engineering how...? And then remembered, "Oh, right, they're girls." And went back to studying. Felt like we were sneaking in a bit from the edge of the intended population there, but we were college kids and wanted the free snacks.

After graduation, I got invited often to speak on Diversity in Engineering panels for undergraduate students. I married into a Hispanic last name (after growing up with a German one) and I think there were a number of surprised looks each time I showed up and some number of organizers or guests expected me to be Puerto Rican. Nope, just a woman in engineering. That's the only minority/diversity claim I have. 😅 Plus almost all my siblings are engineers, including my sister, so I didn't have that much in common with racial minority students with "first in my family to go to college and I picked engineering" backgrounds. (Though we could bond over engineering school being hard, no matter who you were!)

(For anyone considering engineering school, I'd recommend it, especially for women, even as hard as the classes are, my after graduation job was cool and interesting and way easier than school, and I could negotiate more easily for post-maternity benefits, since I was in a "minority" category they wanted to retain at their company.)

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Quoting from "Fairer Disputations":

"When the definition of Ehlers-Danlos syndrome [EDS] was broadened to include people without a known genetic variant, the new population of patients quickly made up eighty to ninety percent of all cases. O’Sullivan is attentive to cases where the prevalence of the disorder (as originally described) is not increasing, but more and more people with mild or variant versions are identifying with the diagnosis."

I'm in that 80-90%, myself, with measurable joint and skin abnormalities exceeding the diagnostic threshold. For me, having EDS, along with the severity of my asthma/atopy, recognized for what they are helps fend off *other* inappropriate diagnoses and treatments, especially psychiatric.

I am not bipolar, for example. The only way to fit me into a bipolar diagnosis is to hypothesize that what would count as merely normal functioning and mood for others is somehow "hypomania" for me, pathologizing my person so that I can't even experience normality without its being judged a symptom of my supposed abnormality. 

Still, without adequate explanations for why seemingly minor brushes with injury, allergens, or germs can knock me into weeks-long funks, leaving me frantically (though not (hypo)manically) scrambling to catch up when they subside, hypothesizing that my sickness behavior is some bipolar-like form of depression, and treating me accordingly, is tempting. For clearly, *something* is wrong. My behavior *is* unsatisfactory – to others, and myself, for reasons that seem independent (to most clinicians, and most people) from "shitty character". Fairly wide fluctuations around my hypothesized baseline mood are often fairly easily explained by physical causes – but by physical causes quite easy to overlook, unless you know to look for them.

Some of the overlookage I brought upon myself – by, for example, being too young and stupid to keep a consistent peak flow (asthma measurement) diary. It wasn't till my first pregnancy, when I had someone besides myself dependent on my oxygen supply, that I tracked peak flow carefully enough to notice that "yellow zone" asthma (neither the "red zone" of an attack nor the "green zone" of adequately-controlled asthma) corresponded with behavior depressed enough to include suicidal ideation. I concede a psyche more normal than my own might handle sub-acute respiratory distress *better* than mine apparently does, but the surest treatment for "yellow zone" funk is to adequately treat the asthma.

Meanwhile, EDS has no direct treatment, but acknowledging that aches and pains may really be more present in a body that's physically more susceptible to them, rather than trying to interpret the physical discomfort as some sort of somatization of a psychiatric abnormality, can go a long way to restoring sanity when the acknowledgment is closer to the truth than the alternate, psychosomatic hypothesis is.

ETA: The harder it becomes to escape diagnosis of *some* kind, the more important it becomes to seek out diagnosis that best fits your predicament. For the risks of getting stuck with misdiagnosis become correspondingly higher.

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