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Marie Kennedy's avatar

As I approach 40, I find myself constantly scanning the bodies and faces of women I encounter out in the world and attempting to judge whether they are older or younger than me. It’s as if I realized that my internal age clock needed re-calibrating, and I was still equating myself to women around 30. But I see myself being extremely judgmental about it, towards both myself and to these other women. “At least I don’t look as old as her.” “Ugh I wish I looked as young/cool/sophisticated as her.” It’s like I’m in high school again. I suppose measuring myself against real life women instead of airbrushed or photoshopped models is a better scenario? But I’d rather not be judging anyone at all.... so, to the point of your subject line, how do we also escape the female gaze, including the self gaze??

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I’m in my early twenties and have never felt any sort of body image discomfort until I downloaded Tik Tok maybe a year ago. It distorted my ability to remember what most people look like because even random videos from small accounts featured really conventionally attractive women. I always understood beauty standards to be some sort of ideal that society thought women *should* look like, but knew most of my friends, family, colleagues didn’t actually look like that. Tik Tok’s model of viral, quick content consumption made me feel like the standards actually *are* how women look. I used to be okay being “average” because that’s, by definition, what a large number of people were. But Tik Tok made me feel like an aberration because it presented an “average” totally detached from reality. Coupling this with the drastic reduction in the time Gen Z people spend with actual people compared to other generations, I think it can change the way your brain subconsciously samples of reality in pernicious ways. I really encourage all my friends to ditch Tik Tok and think the worry many people have about it’s effect on kids, especially girls, is completely justified.

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